hellow ppl. sooo. firstly. ii wud lyk to sae sorrietoAidah.Zul. Cikgu Salha. "saya mohon maaf bnyk-bnyk kerana tdak dpt menghadiri Peraduan Bicara Kreatif hari ini." since tats done. bck to my original story. iim pwettie pissed off tdae. soo if dis update will hav alot ofSWEAR words. ii wud lyk to apologize first. pls understand. iim nt in a vewie gudd mood. okie. soo. tdae. ii tot wud b a vewie happie n cheerful dae bt ii guess. iim wrng. iim havin such a damn horrible dae!. ii juz felt lyk start cuttinmyself agn bt ii made a promise to sum ppl iim nt goin to do tat agn. ARGHHHH!!!!!!!! iim pissed atmyself fer believin he LOVESmie as much as ii did. btHELL!. tats all in my imagination.he juz nided a ghurl whu loves hym so he cud break her into pieces juz lyk wat his first love did to hym. n GUESS WAT. iim da FUCKIN unluckie GHURL!.
ii wasnt as pissed as ii was bfer ii went to read a blogg. ii was abit pissed aft sumting tat happen in da morning!. ii was cheerful n happie in da earlie mrning coz ii met my DEAREST cuzen, Hidayah. "omg! ii missed uu sooo muchhhh."aft tat. everyting was a MESS!. bad tings happen aft anothr. "y cant ii b as luckie as othr ppl? y muz ii b different?" soo ii decided to calmmyselfdown by blogg hoppin. tryin to findd da blogg tat my dearest meimei tolddmieabt. well. ii did find it n tats whn ii juz cant stand it. ii bcame more pissed off. ii regret findin da blogg. arghhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"y muz ii b soo damn TOOOOPIDD??!! whn did ii bcum lyk dis?!"
"FUCK uu. uu were juz using mie lyk ii was nothing. uu playd wit my feelings. made mie reallie tink uu reallie care n love mie lyk ii did. ii loved uu wit my whole heart. my love fer uu was as deep as da ocean. bt HELL. uu juz broke up wit mie by sayin uu wanna studie. uu r a DAMNJERK! ii fucking damn hate uu. uu said uu wont b lyk othr guys. bt hell uu r juz one of dem!."ARGHHH!."y am ii sooo stupidd? y muz ii fall fer uu? y muz uu cum into my life? y muz uu hurt mie? uu noe wat ii've been thru. y muz uu still do dis to mie?Y? Y? Y? Y???"
"ii LOVE uu. ii reallie do. bt uu love her more. evn aft she broke ur heart into pieces. if uu wantd revenge. y muz uu do it to mie?. y muz it b mie?. did uu reallie fall fer mie or was it juz words to uu?"tell mie. tell mie. tell mie."cygg. cygg. cygg. she was ur first love. GUESS WAT. uu're my FIRST love." uu made mie feel torn apart. "whr hav those swit promises uu gav mie gone to?. do uu mean it or was it juz empty promises?????"ii hate uu. ii hate uu. ii hate uu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"mei. kor. hun. darl. dear. ii nid uu guys now. ii wanna cry. coz it hurts sooo muchh. it burns mie. ii feel lyk iim in hell. arhhhh!!!!"
soo umm. ii guess ii dun reallie wanna contd my blogg update witall dis badd mood. no gudd fer my readers. "iim sooo sorrie guys. ii guess ii shudnt hav blogged. bt ii did. pls fergiv mie."my nxt update will b a cheerful one. "iiHOPE!" soo. til here. take careeveryone. btw. juz in case Fuad, uu r readin dis."YESH. iimEMO tdae!(:"
FUCK uu~~ ``iifahhhh(:
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`my skul bags: Crumpler. Billabong. Converse. Ripcurl. Options.
`my shoes: 5 CONVERSE !!! 1 Everlast.
`my jackets: Converse. Flesh Imp. Hang Ten. Ripcurl.
`my official godsiblings: fad. haz. naz. rad. randy. xl. yx.
`my special adeks: nab. naz. randy. liza. yx.
`my special sumone: xuanle. hazmi aris.
`my special wall: hazmi aris.
`my special deardear: xuanle.
`my special switheartt: dayah. siti yumiko.
`my special darling: liyana. fatin nabilah.
`my special dear: marianna. filzah. elly. thuthu.
`my special twin: hidayah. raiha sunset. lisa.
`my special honey: farhana.
`my special tiger: shichang.
`my special lion/potato: irfan saifullah.
`my special ducky/kacang: jason.
`my special tomato: shaid.
`my special ex NCOs: evia. farhana. shaid. vanessa. xinhui. yongxin.
`my special gangz: aidah. azy. fahmy. fuad. hadi. heriyan. izzat. liyana. lutfil. marianna. raiha. sayyid. shichang. taufiq. zul. (:
`my special listenin ears: uu guys noe whu uu r. (:
`my special aunties & uncles: ndp07 ppl. uu noe whu uu r. (:
`my fwens: EVERYONE!! hahax.
`my ex: CCKPS. Lutfil Hadi BZA. Regent Red Cross Unit. Footdrill I/C. GCE N level.
`NEVER start a RUMOUR abt mie. "coz ii hate it n ii'll hate uu."
`NEVER backstabb mie. "coz ii wont let uu go EASILY!"
`NEVER mess wit mie. "coz uu wont noe wat wud happen to uu."
`NEVER play wit my heart. "coz ii've been thru it too mani tyms!"
`NEVER sae uu love mie n nt mean it. "coz uu r an ASSHOLE if uu do tat."
`NEVER piss mie off. "coz uu r dead if uu do tat."
`NEVER sae gudbye to mie. "coz ii wont wanna let uu go."
`NEVER NEVER NEVER "do uu understand mie?"
ii DESIRES. Y
`ambition to bcumin a Nurse. or Doctor. (x
`get less den 10 fer N's!!
`get into Nursing Course at NYP aft O's!!
`lepak wit my gang mepekz!!
`cut my hair.
`go out wit switheartt aft O's!!
`go shoppin wit dyyy aft O's!!
`go watch New Moon wit cuzen!
`go watch Harry Potter wit darling!
`buy Demi Lovato & Ashley Tisdale new ablum!
`buy a Converse bag wit darling!
`buy the House of Night bk series.
`buy the Nightworld bk series.
`buy the Christine Feehan: Dark Series.
`anthr crumpler bagg!
`more CONVERSE sneakers!! n tings!!!
`a Converse. Billabong. Quicksliver. Ripcurl. Roxy. jackets!!
`sumdae, ii wanna get my happie ending.
`huggs frm deardear!
`my haters to b GONE frm my life.
`new fwens!
