omg ! ii feel soo badd. okay. kinda, ii've been feelin bad dis few days. ii've onli been tinkin abt myself. uu're hurt, uu nvr did msg mie.( uu noe whu uu r ) iim soo soo soo sorrie. uu've alwys been thr to hear abt my probbies. bt ii nvr hav helpd uu in ur probbies. yeah ! iim a bad fwen.ii feel badd ~~ sorrie switheartt ! ): ii nvr knew hw uu were copin wit life. ii nvr did askd uu. ii nvr msg uu animore. ii've been busie bt ii alwys hav tym to msg my deardear n my darl. bt ii totallie ferget abt my switheartt whu was thr fer mie last yr. evn tho we lived far frm each othr, she was thr. iim super absolutely sorrie. ii promise myself n uu NOW, iim nt gonna ferget uu. uu nid mie, juz msg. jgn lupe taus.
anthr ting iim feelin bad abt is... WG & LY is fightin, myb hav ended their fwenshipp. ii feel bad fer introducin dem to each othr. sheesh ~~ ii was super happie whn uu guys were fwens. bt everyting went bad huh ?? ii dun understand y uu guys muz alwys fight ! uu guys arnt steads at all lah. pleasee ~~ ii feel bad whn LY tell mie all those hurts n guilt she gets fer nt msgin uu n stuffs. ii noe uu lyk her bt she's juz a gurl whu has been hurt too mani tyms. n tat bastard guy is bck !!! n he's disturbin her ! sheesh ~~ii hate hym soo much tat ii feel lyk killin hym. arghs !!! y muz uu cum bck n hurt her all over agn ! fcuk !!!!"relax iifahhhh..."
okays. soo ii've let out wat iim feelin FER NOW. sheesh ~~ ii was hopin it wud b easier. dang ~~ hahahs. y muz everyting b soo complicated ?! ouh well, ii guess tats all... ii cant tink of aniting else to type out. kindaaaa, yesh thr is. its juz harder to type it out. iim cnfuse wit myself. ii've nvr felt lyk dis since last yr.. ii kip askin myself, IS HISTORY REPEATING ITSELF ??ouh hell, ii hope not.ii've been hurt enuf n witout Yana darl n Farhana hun arnd in skul. ii dun tink ii cn survive dis hurt.... sheesh ~~ii hate dis. ouh well, ii guess, iim nt gonna sae wats in my mind ryte at dis moment. myb whn tym cums, uu wud noe wat it is tats tearin mie apart ! ii've gtg n edit pics fer my botanic garden album.. myb tml den ii upload dem. hehehe ^^ soo sorrie peeps. well, take care everyone ! (:
Nur Zarifah BMY.
call mie ; iifah. sygg. honey. slayer.
iim iifah Malfoy Hales to Yana Cullen.
iim iifah Chocolate to Nana Cookie. Chua Chu Kang Primaryy, Regent Secondaryy.
single yet unavailable, my heart is owned. (:
born on 30 December 1992.
takin my GCE O's dis year. red cross cadet; warrant officer. (:
awarded da outstandin student award.
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FS email: old email add.
TAGGED email: old email add.
iim born to love Maths !! ii love && miss my dearest Xuanle deardear. ii love my Yana Cullen !
ii LOVE youu. Y
`my laptops: BenQ. Dell inspiron.
`my phones: 5300.W660i. T700.
`my iPod: iPod Nano.
`my mp4: Creative Zen Mozaic.
`my skul bags: Crumpler. Billabong. Converse. Ripcurl. Options.
`my shoes: 5 CONVERSE !!! 1 Everlast.
`my jackets: Converse. Flesh Imp. Hang Ten. Ripcurl.
`my official godsiblings: fad. haz. naz. rad. randy. xl. yx.
`my special adeks: nab. naz. randy. liza. yx.
`my special sumone: xuanle. hazmi aris.
`my special wall: hazmi aris.
`my special deardear: xuanle.
`my special switheartt: dayah. siti yumiko.
`my special darling: liyana. fatin nabilah.
`my special dear: marianna. filzah. elly. thuthu.
`my special twin: hidayah. raiha sunset. lisa.
`my special honey: farhana.
`my special tiger: shichang.
`my special lion/potato: irfan saifullah.
`my special ducky/kacang: jason.
`my special tomato: shaid.
`my special ex NCOs: evia. farhana. shaid. vanessa. xinhui. yongxin.
`my special gangz: aidah. azy. fahmy. fuad. hadi. heriyan. izzat. liyana. lutfil. marianna. raiha. sayyid. shichang. taufiq. zul. (:
`my special listenin ears: uu guys noe whu uu r. (:
`my special aunties & uncles: ndp07 ppl. uu noe whu uu r. (:
`my fwens: EVERYONE!! hahax.
`my ex: CCKPS. Lutfil Hadi BZA. Regent Red Cross Unit. Footdrill I/C. GCE N level.
`NEVER start a RUMOUR abt mie. "coz ii hate it n ii'll hate uu."
`NEVER backstabb mie. "coz ii wont let uu go EASILY!"
`NEVER mess wit mie. "coz uu wont noe wat wud happen to uu."
`NEVER play wit my heart. "coz ii've been thru it too mani tyms!"
`NEVER sae uu love mie n nt mean it. "coz uu r an ASSHOLE if uu do tat."
`NEVER piss mie off. "coz uu r dead if uu do tat."
`NEVER sae gudbye to mie. "coz ii wont wanna let uu go."
`NEVER NEVER NEVER "do uu understand mie?"
ii DESIRES. Y
`ambition to bcumin a Nurse. or Doctor. (x
`get less den 10 fer N's!!
`get into Nursing Course at NYP aft O's!!
`lepak wit my gang mepekz!!
`cut my hair.
`go out wit switheartt aft O's!!
`go shoppin wit dyyy aft O's!!
`go watch New Moon wit cuzen!
`go watch Harry Potter wit darling!
`buy Demi Lovato & Ashley Tisdale new ablum!
`buy a Converse bag wit darling!
`buy the House of Night bk series.
`buy the Nightworld bk series.
`buy the Christine Feehan: Dark Series.
`anthr crumpler bagg!
`more CONVERSE sneakers!! n tings!!!
`a Converse. Billabong. Quicksliver. Ripcurl. Roxy. jackets!!
`sumdae, ii wanna get my happie ending.
`huggs frm deardear!
`my haters to b GONE frm my life.
`new fwens!
